it should all end on may..
but july u came without warning and it came with another false hope...
last week sun was a happy day although it wasn't really happy. cos, at least i've
did sth (although not significant) which i always wanted to ever since the first time
i met u last year...~thought there has been improvement, but it isnt~
things have not been easy for me ever since i've been into JC.. in terms of studies..
and u, who always turn out hot and cold repetitively gave me a hard time to make a
decisive decision... dealing with u onli creates more burden to my life..
but it's just easier to give in than to give up which is wad making my heart painful...
it seems like a decision will be made real soon.. very soon...

+in life, u'll regret some things which are unfulfiled.. and to me, this is the thing.. my greatest regret+