-.-... things are not good....
i needa wake up to face the reality..
haiz~~
and of course, avoid distraction...
sometimes it's like.. when u wanna avoid but things come and pester u and in the end.. 终点结果回到原点。
haiz~
is it my false hope or wad?
cos if it is.. pls break contact with me.. i dun wish to carry on a futile process.. cos, im not up to it.
stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid me..
how come i so emo?? sianed
shouldnt be like this =.=

hmm...
wad should i do??
there are so many things that's running through my mind and im on a 3 days MC due to flu..
haiz~
can i cope with them?
i wanna get rid of the largest problem asap... or i cant concentrate.

prelims is approaching.. really really fast..
as usual... im procrastinating T.T
haiz~~~
seriously i needa have a stronger mind..
must FOCUSED!!! esp when seeing ppl whom i dun wanna see (make my heart waver)~
sianed~

im doing nth but slacking...
what will become of me?
will i repeat the previous mistakes??!!!
i hate the me now.. vexing over problems which are unnecessary!